Despair lies between the abyss and the earth.
It never appeared again. I lost my former sky, my own sky. Its appearance was clear, its color was blood red. It was innocent yet fierce. It would drag me into the abyss because I no longer had the courage to reach out to the sky , nor could I spread my wings to it. When it became a second earth , it lost its original azure color. When the sky became earth, it became a second hateful world , meaning that the last hope was gone. When the sky became a second earth, you began to hate this world. You no longer had a single wing to spread. You gave up on this world, despised everything here, yet didn't want to be dragged into hell. You could only struggle aimlessly, not even knowing how long you would hold on. You might fall at any moment, but all you could do was weakly struggle . You didn't like that world , and you didn't want to fall into hell. You could only be stuck in the darkness in between , despising the wo...